tear drops of happiness….

Congratulation to both Zee&Tam ma precious crazy,funky,bluewey,orengy NewlyWeds. finally they tie the knot to an endless happiness love journey of Marriage.May the bless be upon u both today, tomorrow and foreva.

The tears droppin slowly to ma cheek,so touchy to see both of them asking Restu from parents and family.oh boy,how happy to know tat our Loves one are there to witness our historical memoriable day of life. Seeing Zee dad kissing and hug her,i cant imagine maself in tat scene.i miss him so dearly.i wish,he can be there to witness and celebrate ma BigDay together wme&family.yet i know its only a dreams.

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To ma suprise,maLove bring me dinner w da’Parents.just Allah knows how nervousa i am. ma palm sweating ma heart beat pumping ma steps shaking.he was back than so happily singing and teasing me for bein so so Kecut.why am i like tat?im ok w his mom but i am so segan w his pap.

but the moment we start to talk than all ma thingkin bout his pap change.his cooler than i expected and not scary as i alwiz pictured him up.even can make jokes ok.hahaha bad me bad me!but still im bit kekok,coz for 14yrs i lost touch with ppl to be called Bapak.thanx to both of them for the dinner and for making me feel like a daughty to them.

a thing tat i cant 4get is how his dad usap ma kepala n tepok2 ma back while me Salam him,i cried inside and wish it was ma Bapak.Tats the reason why im so nervous and scared to meet his pap,coz i know i cant control maself from being emotionally sensitive and sad for loosing and missing my Lovely Bapak Dearly. Al-fatihah.