cLueLess

The worst has been revealed. I tried to accept the cons and give it another try, but then its to painful and i am weaker and weaker. Each time I try to get up, I fall. Each time I start to smile, I’ll end up crying. Each time I try to be happy, I’ll get upset. Is Allah trying to tell me something?

I’ve always thought that I’m not worthy enough, but I submerge the feeling hoping that one day, I will be of some worth. So many things has happen to suggest that I get out, but I make excuses to stay. Everyday, I hope and I pray that a reason will come along for me to stay. But I can’t anymore. The pain is unbearable. And I’ve ran out of reasons…